Hello guys…

If you’ve ever had a creative slump where the words feel stuck behind glass, you get it. i missed this though. missed you guys. missed having a place to put the 2am thoughts that don’t fit anywhere else. so i’m here. trying again. different genre, same overthinking author.

I don’t even know how to explain the last few years without sounding dramatic, but writing has always been how i process things. when i’m happy, i write. when i’m heartbroken, i write. when i’m just standing on a metro platform and the city looks too cinematic to be real — i write. it’s never really been about picking one genre and sticking to it. it’s been about chasing whatever feeling won’t leave me alone.

2 AM WINDOWS AND OTHER DELUSIONS.

No story this time. no characters. just lyrics. song lyrics. the kind of stuff I hum when I’m walking home slow on purpose, or type into my notes app when I can’t sleep. posting them feels weird and vulnerable and like i’m sending you voice notes without the music. but it also feels like the most honest thing I’ve done here.

All the lyrics in here are original. written by me, usually at ungodly hours. please don’t copy them — they’re kind of my diary. the formal copyright notice is at the bottom because i have to, but honestly i just trust you guys not to be weird about it.

Comment and tell me which song is your vibe.

Ready for the 2am version of me?

— Alanqin

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COPYRIGHT NOTICE

This is MY ORIGINAL WORK.

Do not copy, repost, translate, or use them anywhere without my permission.

I will find you. I will report you. Scroll stack will yeet your account.

Don’t be that person. Vote instead of stealing.

© Alanqin 2026